Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Living in a Cardboard Box

There's a Facebook group called, "I Picked a Major I Liked and One Day I'm Going to Be Living in a Box." I'm a member - and although it's funny, my fear of the future is threatening to overtake me again. There are no job openings that I can find for high school or middle school choral directors. I want to trust that the Lord has a plan, but fear continues to grip me. There's an opportunity to continue on in school, but I'm so sick of school. I want to make money and not spend so much. So what is n ext? I can't take this pressure while trying to finish everything right now. And so panic sets in...I hate looking for a job.